My thought during My journey back to KL (i mean JB)

As usual, the normal feeling I have every single time I travel back from Ipoh. Either to KL or JB - I refuse to sleep. I just love looking out of window and let my thought and mind fly to nowhere. Thinkin, remembering memories and most of the time Thinking what could actually happening to me now if I do this and not do that.. What possibly happen if I make a different decision.. Yes.. This kind of thing.. Thinking.. Thinking and keep Thinking. Until I know that my train has already cross Selangor boundries.. Then i am able to close my eyes.